Monday, August 07, 2006
Im a biggest fool
I feel shitty n useless, lousy n heartbroken, guilty and hopeless.......... Im not in d bestest of mood in fact Im feeling reali down... N my mood is reali going downhill all d way 2 d ground...................... But wait...... Please do not speculate (like how d dumbers judge Crabby.. Dis has got nothing 2 do wif Riz or my marital bliss dat Im embracing 2 d fullest now (even after 5 years).... Dis has got 2 do wif my stupidity n carelessness..... Please dont laff at me b4 u read on.. Promise?? .....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
A re-enactment on wat happened late last nite :-
I was digging my ear wif a cotton bud after my shower at 10pm last nite.. N at d same time I was rushing 2 pack my stuff n clothings as I will b sleeping over at my in law house (riz wil b flying of on MOn for 2 weeks).... I kinda let d cotton bud 'sit' on my left ear whilst I continue packing my stuff... After I was done wif my packing, I started 2 dig my ears n pull out d cotton bud .. BUT I realise d cotton bud was missing. Only d 'stick' was there without d cotton bud... Feeling panicky, I shouted 2 Riz 2 'scan' my ear, he took out a twizer and tried pulling out.. BUt suddenly I had dis strong urge 2 sneeze, gave out a loud smeeze n realised dat Ive made tings worst as d cotton bud entered deeper into d ear drum.. Damnnnnnn!!!! I was damn mad at myself n kept cursing myself. We then wen 2 d clinic 2 get the cotton bud extracted.. IT was done in a jiffy wif a super long metal stick dat eerily resembled a BBq skewer... D best part which was a real anti climax
(After d consultation , d clerk called out my name)
Clerk : Ok your bill is $90
Me : Tot it was $19 gave her $50
Clerk : $90 eh not $19. Sembilan puluh dolar
Me : Shocked n my eye balls almost popped out
Clerk : Adik , removal of foreign body charge $50 consultaion $40 pasal its after 10pm
Me : Stil in a state of shock.. Took me 5 mins 2 regain my composure n face reality
At dat piont of time, I really wanted 2 run far far away from dat clinic n not pay a single cent.. But of coz I could lah, coz they have my details n address.... N IM still feeling sore each time wen I tink of my 90 bucks going down d drain... Im cringing each time i tink of it.. N of all d times I have 2 fork out is wen Im super duper broke....N to tink dat Crabby juz paid me a 100 bucks as I helped her out in her office for her tender... Nie macam aku cuma ader belen 10 ketul lah for all my hard werk....
Im not stupid?? I am indeed stoopid............................... :(
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