Tuesday, March 29, 2005
I'm so stress out
Yesterday evening was adefinitely a boo-boo day 4 me.. Every little thing dat I do seems not 2 b in favour of me... It was made worse wen Lil Syura kept wailing coz she wans 2 b carried 24/7... Damn my Pre-PMS .. I have d PMs swings but stil no signs of it... My tummy's bloated, my butts heavier, my boobies r hardened, my back is killing me n my head is spining . Hub was stil in d ofis at 7pm...I understand dat his work is piling up due 2 overseas postings but wen I'm moody I always vent my frustration on him (not scolding him but more to complaining).. Ive bcome a COMPLAINT QUEEN.. Dearie was so sweet, he wanted me 2 unwind at East Coast.. I declined as by d time he reached home it would b like 8.30.. Its not dat good 2 bring my lil-kiddos 2 beaches in d middle of d nite..I called my 'other half' n complained how stress I am.. At 1st she thought I was joking ... Being a housewifey is not ez.. At times I juz feel like throwing in d towel and waving d white flag.. U could have spend hours tidying up d whole house only 2 find it 'ransacked' in split seconds...U could also sing your heart, lulabying til yr voice has gone hoarse like bapok but efforts wil go futile... Its no ez balls 2 a fool-time housewife.. Dis made me appreciate my mum even more... Wif one kid it was manageable, with 2 , its disastrous... It maked me ponder how my mum can handle me n mei2 (twins)... She's one strong super women..
In d end I called mei2 at 9pm n asked her 2 join me 4 supper at Lestari.. She took over my duties, babysit Lil SYura while I wen on a binge... I had horfun, otak2 n nasi goreng ikan asin... I dont hv any guilt abt binging coz I'm blessed wif a high metabolism rate. I wen home hepi, smiling and full....
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